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December 1st, 2005 at 7:39am] |
 hahahah i love this girl
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[Friday
July 8th, 2005 at 11:48pm] |
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<3JESS
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July 8th, 2005 at 6:57pm] |
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76 questions Repost this but
Tell the truth
What have YOU done... BE TRUTHFUL!!!
1.smoked a cigarette - yes
2.smoked pot - yes
3.made out with a member of the same sex - no
4.crashed a friend's car - no
5.stolen a car - no
6.been in love - yes
7.been dumped - i think so
8.shoplifted - yes
9.been fired - no never had a job
10.been in a fist fight- nope im a lover not a fighter
11.snuck out of ur house - yep
12.had feelings for someone who didnt have them back -yes
13.been arrested - yep
14.made out with a stranger-yep
15.gone on a blind date- yes
16.lied to a friend - yes
17.had a crush on a teacher - yes
18.skipped school-yes
19.slept with a co-worker? no
20.seen someone die - no
21.been on a plane - yes
22.thrown up in a bar - no
23.taken painkillers - yes
25.laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by - yes
26.made a snow angel - yes
27.played dress up -yes
28.cheated while playing a game - yes
29.been lonely - yes
30.fallen asleep at work/school - yes
31.used a fake id - nope
32.felt an earthquake - no
33.touched a snake - yes
34.ran a red light -nope
35.been suspended from school-no
36.had detention -yep
37.been in a car accident - umm kinda its was a small one tho
38.hated the way you look- yes
39.witnessed a crime -yes
40.pole danced - yep
41.been lost -yea!
42.been to the opposite side of the country- umm does new york count
43.felt like dying - yep
44.cried yourself to sleep - yes
45.played cops and robbers - yes
46.karaoke - yes
47.done something you told yourself you wouldn't - yes
48.laughed till some kind of beverage came out of your nose- no
49.caught a snowflake on your tongue - yes
50.kissed in the rain - yes
51.sing in the shower -yes
52.made love in a park - no
53.had a dream that you married someone - nope
54.glued your hand to something - yep
55.got your tongue stuck to a flag pole-no
56.worn the opposite sex's clothes -yes
57.been a cheerleader- nope
58.sat on a roof top - yes
59.didn't take a shower for a week -no
60.never to scared to watch scary movies alone - yep
61.played chicken - yes
62.been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on - yea
63.been told you're hot by a complete stranger - yes
64.broken a bone -nope
65.been easily amused - yes
66.laugh so hard you cry - yes
67. Mooned someone-yes
68.cheated on a test -yes
69.forgotten someone's name? yes
70.slept naked - nope
71.gone skinny dipping in a pool -yes
72.been kicked out of your house - no
73.blacked out from drinking -no
74.played a prank on someone - yes
75.gone to a late night movie - nope
76.made love to anything not human- no
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[Thursday
July 7th, 2005 at 9:58pm] |
| Your Kissing Purity Score: 31% Pure | 
You're not one to kiss and tell...
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[Thursday
July 7th, 2005 at 7:19pm] |
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so im sitting here. doing nothing but wishing. wishing my wishes could come true. why do i do this, put myself in this position! god help me figure all this out, so i can stop wishing. thats all i ask. i wish i was at home, i wish i was with william, i wish i wasnt sober right now, i wish i was hanging out with my friends, i wish i wish i wish, i wish for so much, and half of the time that shit doesnt even come true, the only time it does is if I do something to help it, but whatever just venting
ok so new york is awesome but i miss everyone in florida, did some shopping today, and thats about it actually, today went by pretty fast i guess, woke up at 12:30 went shopping around 1 or 2 came home and ate dinner around 5 and now its 7:25 and im so bored, i guess later tonight my cousin and her friend are coming to get me, and i going to stay the night at her house(wink) i need a cigrette really bad right now im freakin right now as i type omg the smell of one is too die for right now, i need to quit, but what i need and what i want are too totally different things
wow i want to leave so bad, but then again i dont, i mean i love it up here but i miss a few people down in florida!
If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I wanna blow you... away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down
On one knee
Marry me today
Yes, I’m wishing my life away
With these things I’ll never say
a little weird but what ever lol
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[Thursday
July 7th, 2005 at 1:04am] |
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so im in new york and i wanna go home, i think its b/c im so bored right now, god, william is confusing, but i wouldnt have it any other way<3, me and devon are good, josh is a complete dumb ass, but its kool, much love homie, oh yea and so is travis , lol jk, wow so i wanna party right now!!!!!!!!
wow wow wow, i think i need sleep, hush hush
peace out
<8jessica
and he said something like no but i miss u
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[Monday
July 4th, 2005 at 11:40pm] |
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so i just got home from hanging out with my cousin and her friend, 2 nights with them holy shit so mother fucking awesome, u dont even kno, straight parting goin to the beach,, but yea, wednesday i must leave for new york, this should be fun, a fuckin plane trip with my mom, oh boy, cant wait, NOT, this is really gonna sux. but what ever, shit happens
so umm really tired this is my recovery night,
peace out
<3jessica
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[Friday
July 1st, 2005 at 12:45pm] |
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awww first day of july, next wednesday is so soon thank you god
so nothing new here same old stuff, my doctors still havent called to tell me what i have, ummm is that good, its been like a few days!! but whatever, things around here are pretty chill, im so bored, its so crazy
well im gonna go
peace out
<3jessica
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[Tuesday
June 28th, 2005 at 8:07pm] |
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still recovering form today, oh god, it hurt so much just to think about it, hes actually gone, forever, and its really not fair, i mean shit what the hell, why him,
but im still at the boys and gurls club, his viewings tomorrow and his funeral is thursday, def. going to both of those, i still dont kno what to say or think, other than cry i have no other actions
blood work was fun! NOT i didnt really like it to me it kinda hurt, and right now my chest is hurting really really bad, not like heart burn or anything but sharp pains, im kinda worried but im not going to let it bother me. i have other stuff on my mind
but for now i must go and try and think about something else because right now i wanna cry so bad, but i have to stay strong for the kids sake.
ill be updating later
hopefully my results from my blood work are good, i have a feeling they wont be but shit happens
<3always jessica
R.I.P N.J.Z
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[Monday
June 27th, 2005 at 9:58pm] |
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how could something so bad happen to someone so nice, and awesome. today i found out one of my good friends past away, it was such a shock, too many emotions here right now, i really cant handle it, im in such pain, emotional and physical. i dont kno what to do, i really dont wanna believe it, because he was so him, i loved it, on one will replace him, tomorrow there will grief councilors i cant handle it, and also tomorrow blood work oh boy im still scared about that, scared that there'll find a diesease or something crazy, because right now i really feel like im dying, and it sux, well nothing more to say im speachless at the moment
you will be missed!!
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[Monday
June 27th, 2005 at 6:05pm] |
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so im freaking right now, im scared, im screwed basically,
i went to the doctors today, and i dont have strep or tonscilitis(sp), he doesnt kno what i have for sure but he has an idea, and i dont like it, but since he doesnt kno for sure, he told me to get my blood check, and i cant do that because i have drugs in my system, and not good ones!!, my doctors crazy as fuck, omg im so scared, this is way worst than getting arrested!! no doubt in that, god i dont wanna go i dont wanna go, shit, i hate drugs, no wait i cant say that i thrive for them tho, but damnit im so paranoid now there fine shit in my blood, oh boy,, this should def be fun, fun fun fun
g2g updating later tho
<3jessica
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[Sunday
June 26th, 2005 at 10:37am] |
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wow so life has been pretty exciting, a lot of partying, and now im sick, really sick i think, my throat id screwed to hell, white patches all over my throat, fever 103.4, that sux, boby aches, i feel like shit, i can even drink water without my throat hurting, but oh well, i will be fine in a few days,
lets see william my baby lol, he told me something the other day that made me change my ways, i think, if i would've told him eariler that i liked him, we'd be going out and he wouldnt be moving, god mother fucking damnit, i have the worst luck with this shit,,, my second time thsi is happeneing to me, but idk damnit i dont want him to go, well im gonna go because i cant see my computer screen very well,
peace out
<3jessica
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[Wednesday
June 22nd, 2005 at 10:44pm] |
there was a gurl 16 who went on vacation
she met a guy a pretty hott guy
they hung out for a few days and the did the naughty (had sex)
she was only staying two weeks
it came time for the gurl to go home
the boy gave her a goodbye present
he said open it when ur half way home
she was really xcitied and kept asking her parents to tell her when they where half way home.
they told her when she was half way home
the gurl tore the box open
there was a small coffin on the inside
she open it
the was a piece of paper in it
she unfolded it...
it said
welcome to the life of AIDS!!
TRUE STORY!!
THINK ABOUT IT!!
what if this was you??
what would you do??
post a comment!!
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[Wednesday
June 22nd, 2005 at 9:30pm] |
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[Wednesday
June 22nd, 2005 at 7:18pm] |
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aww today was totally freakin awesome- aksdjfhldgclqksdjb;qkwejhf;kqwejhf awwwww sorry im so happy
well lets see today, i woke up by the warm voice of william, calling me telling me hes gonna hang out with me today, well ok
then like an hour or 2 went by and im like ok whatever, damn asshole, because he told me he was gonna drive over here, so im like umm hope hes ok, so im using the bathroom and the doorbell rings, and my hearts beating like 5000 miles a minute, and there he was, standing at my door, and yea, so we watched a movie "How To Deal", i love that movie, and then we just chilled, but then it was like 5:45, boy does time pass when ur havin fun, but anywho, he left to catch the bus, because i guess he didnt drive, so yea, and he told me he might be back because the bus might have left him, so like 7 minutes later he arrived at my door step again, to use the phone, to get a ride, and then my mom came home, and i went outside to tell her what was goin on and she said she would take him home, so that was good, god i really dont want him to leave, never again wil i hold anything back, because ive liked him for a while and he was telling me, if i was to tell him sooner he wouldnt be moving just visiting, and i felt so sad but just my fuckin luck, why does this happen to me, i mean ive already been through this shit once before and let me tell you something its def not fun, it makes u feel so empty on the inside like nothings worth living for if there not there, but its just a phase, well yea
i must go and do nothing for about 6 or 7 hours till i fall asleep, what fun
peace out<3jess
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[Tuesday
June 21st, 2005 at 11:41pm] |
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THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1.) jessica
2.) jess
3.) jessi
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1.) jlbug88
2.) iamapplepirate
3.)
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1.) legs
2.) Hair
3.) Eyes
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1.) elbows
2.) Feet
3.) Knees
THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1.) Indian
2.) German
3.) Irish
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1.) dying old myself
2.) love
3.) sharks
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1.) Talking on the phone
2.) Brushing my teeth
3.) Listening to music
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1.) underwear
2.) a small shirt
3.) jewlery
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS [at the moment]:
1.) Fall Out Boy
2.) Relient K
3.) Providence
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS [at the moment]:
1.) "be my escape - relient k
2.) "sugar, were going down - fall out boy
3.) "paradise - providence
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1.) Trust
2.) Honesty
3.) Communication
TWO TRUTHS & A LIE [in no particular order]:
1.) i like monkeys
2.) i hate smoking
3.) i like william
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1.) Height
2.) Hair
3.) Eyes
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1.) Listening to music
2.) Hanging out with my peoples
3.) Talking on the phone
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1.) Hang out with william
2.) Go for a walk in the rain.
3.) Go to a party
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1.) psychology
2.) some kind of designer
3.) something famous
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1.) Hawaii
2.) Paris
3.) Germany
THREE KIDS' NAMES:
1.) Kendal
2.) Alden
3.) veronica
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1.) travel alot
2.) get married
3.) have a monkey
THREE WAYS I AM STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY:
1.) i like sports
2.) I like to hang out with the guys.
3.) I burp a lot.
THREE WAYS I AM STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL:
1.) because i wear clothes that are for gurls
2.) I like to put on makeup
3.) i love my hair
THREE CELEB CRUSHES:
1.) paul walker
2.) Matthew Thiessen
3.) Bam
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[Tuesday
June 21st, 2005 at 4:43pm] |
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well my plans fell short this time once again, i ahet this so much, i hate being having nothing at all to do
but it is looking up, well see my cuzin is coming to daytona this weekend for her birthday which was last week, so that means were partying, i might have said that a little while ago, but her plans fell through too, hopefully they wont this time!
Your imitation of my walk
And the perfect way you talk
It’s just a couple of the million
Things that I love about you
I've got a funny feeling
The moment that your lips touched mine
Something shot right through me
My heart skipped a beat in time
There's a different feel about you tonight
It's got me thinkin' lots of crazy things
I even think I saw a flash of light
It felt like electricity
You shouldn't kiss me like this
Unless you mean it like that
Cause I'll just close my eyes
And I won't know where I'm at
We'll get lost on this dance floor
They're all watchin' us now
They think we're falling in love
They'd never believe we're just friends
When you kiss me like this
I think you mean it like that
If you do baby kiss me again
Everybody swears we make the perfect pair
But dancing is as far as it goes
Boy you've never moved me quite
The way you moved me tonight
I just wanted you to know
I just needed you to know
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[Monday
June 20th, 2005 at 8:30pm] |
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Hes my paradise!!!!<3
yea i think attachment is the worst thing possible in my life at this minute, but things always change
umm change what does it mean?
To lay aside, abandon, or leave for another- theres one example
To exchange for or replace with another- theres another
actually they have a lot of examples of this one little-ish word CHANGE IS IT A GOOD THING OR A BAD THING cuz basically i really dont kno at this point
umm hopefully i can hang out with william tonight im so bored right now
i was in the worst mood today for some reason, it was like i was 2 nights ago, i hate it, i feel so depressed, and i do kno why actually, because my attitude changed right after i did, so yea anyway
wow i think its shower time, yep
i feel very icky,
peace out
<3jessica
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